Sad News/Good News????

Uggghhh so sad today. I just got an email I think it was by accident from a birth mom who had contacted us back in September. To sum it up she ended up going with another family and her baby was born this morning. I have been praying every night that we will be sent good news before the holidays and I am hoping this isn't some cruel joke to play on my husband and I. I am happy for the family that she chose because with being in the same situation how can you not be happy for another couple to realize their dreams. The baby girl is absolutely beautiful and the new parents look so thrilled. Right now though I am just really fighting hard not to just start balling my eyes out. I had really thought that this birth mom was just weighing her options and would end up calling us and that has just not happened.

I have to keep faith though that it will be our time soon and we will get to hold our own little miracle.